Uta-no-Kanashimi

The cold bites so hard That my skin is melting off Do you feel it? I do.    …You should. I mean, The warmth of your hands is the only thing Keeping it from falling off. And the burning of your kisses, Singeing the edge of my lips, my eyes Are the only things keeping me sane.

What do I want to say to you? Is there anything that’s needed? Do you need to be reassured, coddled, worshipped? I can do that. Would you like to be smothered, the center of my attention, the one I’ll always miss? I can do that too. I would, you know. If I were so bold, if I knew you wouldn’t mind. Because I’d love nothing more than to give you everything I have. Sometimes I just don’t know how, others, I get scared again. I think that someday I may look back and hit myself for believing you so easily, yet I know that someday I’ll look back and smile. I just wanted to let you know how much I care…